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About Me Member Shock Writer Silas Zahi18/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Months
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Raped with a Knife

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Tue Nov 24, 2009, 11:25 AM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Grendel - Harsh generation
  • Reading: the words on the screen
  • Watching: your mom's porn
  • Playing: nothing atm
  • Eating: nothing atm
  • Drinking: nothing atm
this is where we went wrong. where instant messaging crushes the heart. where free prostitution become the economic standard. where the meet. where they make the porn. where does your money come from. which porn star shoved int down their pants? you'll never know. but something is wrong. we no longer care. we don't even blink that the dick is a currency men can use for women. and a vagina is women's currency. in the online banking of hookup sites and instant messaging. where we don't have to date to fuck. this is a problem so say many. but i think the internet is the solution. the cure for social and moral conservatism. where sex, money, and information become the driving forces. where we watch full length porn motion pictures. where the cartoons are hentai. where we lose our virginity in middle school. so the moral can shut their faces. this is where we live. this world of spontaneous sex and masturbation driven by porn and chat tools. this is my home. this is my internet.

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Just think of it as Kindness
~Silas Nemo Zahi
A wanting heart is easiest to take. And a broken heart can never be trusted. The pains and the nightmares. Yesterday will never forgive us for tomorrow. And tomorrow will never forgive us for yesterday. The only hope we have is using today. Fulfill the lust. All we can feel anymore. One night stands. One night heart breaks. Cause despite my words I never loved you. And I never will be able to.
Think of this as kindness. Living in jealousy is hard. Living with a broken heart is easy. So think of this as kindness. I know you'll never thank me. But I don't really care. I never asked for your forgiveness. And I don't care if you're angry. This isn't my problem. But either way just think of it as kindness. I gave you the night of your life. A love faerie tale. A one night stand love story that will always be in your head. And I know you're going to hate me. But that's just your problem.
You wanted perfection. A true depth you could feel. And to you it was real. That was all that you cared about. All I cared was to have company for a night. Keep the nightmares at bay. For I fear to sleep alone. But you can never know me. I never wanted you to know me. I won't apologize. I'm not going to lie. I don't care about you. You're just a one night stand body. A sex toy. You're no better. You wanted someone's heart. Just to feel whole. For once. And here we stand. Apart. Our nights complete.
We're just the same inside. Desires for something to make us feel alright. But nothing lasts forever. And you'd say it was just one night. And even as we're apart. In the bed we're not. And even as the one night stand was months ago. The nights are still kept awake by our lust. Stealing something from each other. Something we feel we lack. Just making ourselves whole.
So I gave you my heart and you gave me your body. And I won't apologize and neither will you. Because we don't have to. So just think of this as kindness. Just think of it as a one night faerie tale. A dream that repeats. Like we just met. Like it was love at first sight every single time. Even if my heart doesn't feel but my body does. Even though you have little lust but you need to feel loved. So just think of it as kindness. Just think of it as a one night stand because it will make tomorrow night just as good. So if it helps just think of me as your own personal jesus.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: in your bed
  • Interests: Alma Wade, Writing, Anime, having sex, playing bloody horror videogames
  • Favourite movie: Donnie Darko
  • Favourite band or musician: KoRn
  • Favourite genre of music: whatever satisfies the current need
  • Favourite artist: Tim Burton (i consider him one of the best even if he is a director)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe and Chuck Palahniuk
  • Favourite style of art: gothic, macabre, horror, gothic victorian
  • Operating System: Ubuntu 9.1, Windows 7 Ultimate
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch, Creative Zen
  • Shell of choice: Gnome
  • Wallpaper of choice: something i can customize my desktop to so it looks sexy
  • Skin of choice: i would think removing my skin would be painful so i've kept mine so far
  • Favourite game: F.E.A.R. 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: computer
  • Favourite cartoon character: Aoi
  • Personal Quote: i've got places to go, people to do, and things to see
  • Tools of the Trade: my brilliant and twisted mind as well as any interface where i can type

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:iconhentai-kitty:
thank you for the :+fav:

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the sexth sence "i see bouncing boobs"
all [[ Hentai ART ]] inside
:iconsilas-nemo:
np

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twilight, it's just mormon-teenage girl-romance-book-porn.

"i get knocked up but i get back down again" - me

"sorry but i have places to go, people to do, and things to see" - me

~Sincerely,
your own personal Jesus, Silas Nemo Zahi
:iconnanahra:
Thank you for the Fave :star: I'm glad you like my work :)

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Visit my blog : [link]
:iconsilas-nemo:
np

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twilight, it's just mormon-teenage girl-romance-book-porn.

"i get knocked up but i get back down again" - me

"sorry but i have places to go, people to do, and things to see" - me

~Sincerely,
your own personal Jesus, Silas Nemo Zahi
:iconkanjan1991:
Sup, this is Kyle

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"Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see. "

--- Mark Twain
:iconsilas-nemo:
'ello

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twilight, it's just mormon-teenage girl-romance-book-porn.

"i get knocked up but i get back down again" - me

"sorry but i have places to go, people to do, and things to see" - me

~Sincerely,
your own personal Jesus, Silas Nemo Zahi
:icondameodessa:
:iconaheartforyou::heart::iconthanks4fav::heart::iconballoonplz:

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"Toutes les âmes n'ont pas une égale aptitude au bonheur comme toutes les terres ne portent pas également des moissons"

Chateaubriand

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:library: My stock account ~DameOdessaStock :typerhappy:
:iconsilas-nemo:
np

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twilight, it's just mormon-teenage girl-romance-book-porn.

"i get knocked up but i get back down again" - me

"sorry but i have places to go, people to do, and things to see" - me

~Sincerely,
your own personal Jesus, Silas Nemo Zahi
:iconxhogyokux:
I'm always glad to have watchers. I must warn you, you'll find my art surprisingly happy. -.^ Just a warning though. xD

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I'm on Gaia Online = xhogyokux. Check me out! : 3 :heart:
:iconsilas-nemo:
that's alright....it doesn't have to be gothic or macabre to be good....

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twilight, it's just mormon-teenage girl-romance-book-porn.

"i get knocked up but i get back down again" - me

"sorry but i have places to go, people to do, and things to see" - me

~Sincerely,
your own personal Jesus, Silas Nemo Zahi

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